beau sturm

 

the world's prayer

heavenly father
creator of rhetoric
maker of question and doubt
forgive me for my ignorance
wash me of my sin

for i do not understand
how there is rhyme and rhythm…
or hydrogen…
or water…
or vegetation…
or mammals…
or plato…
or darwin…
or war…
or genocide…
or child prostitution…

why give me the ability
to see this
while at the same time
asking me to believe that
this malfunctioning masterpiece
of handcuffed chaos
is intentional

understand my transgressions
oh mighty lord

for, had i known this farce
i would not have spent adulthood
turning someone else's soil
to pay for widgets
with paper and plastic

let me take on this burden alone
oh mighty one

for my brothers and sisters
sleep well at night
in the conviction
that there is something
or somewhere
better than the here and now

oh holy c.e.o.
cast away my doubts

that your sheep will tithe
their lives and hopes
even their paper and plastic
to your cloaked vice presidents
for everlasting dividends on
their long term investment

for i, your lowly servant
will take the truth with me

be at ease lord

know that
when 6 feet of soil
is packed on top of my box
full of the soon-to-be forgotten
you will receive me
as i have always been

naked and alone

amen